Hey everyone, I haven’t posted in this for almost four months and I’ve gotten a few asks asking how I’m doing and such, so heres your answer!
I’m doing a lot better than I was. After I tried to O.D in June, things started to turn around for me. I left the person I was with around that time and I’m now happily in love with my girlfriend, Stacey. She has made everything so much easier for me within the past few months, and I can honestly say that I feel blessed that she came into my life.
I moved from Nova Scotia and now I’m living in Ontario with my girlfriend. I haven’t started school here yet, but I’m hoping to be registered by next week. I’m actively looking for a job and hoping things turn out well. I haven’t self harmed in almost three months (my longest time since I started self harming!) and things are getting a lot easier. My anxiety is still pretty rough, but I’m learning how to work with it.
I mean, I’m not completely recovered and I honestly don’t think I ever will be, but things are taking a turn for the best. I still have my bad days where I feel suicidal sometimes, but I can trust in myself not to act on those feelings. I still feel like cutting sometimes as well, but I have my girlfriend to help me.
Thank you to everyone who has showed their concern for me and how I’m doing. It really means a lot to me to know that people still think and care about me even when I don’t pop up on their dash to remind them of me. I hope you’re all doing well, and if you need anything or anyone to talk to my ask box is always open!
Anonymous asked: Stay strong I love you
It’s too late. I love you too, whoever you are.
Anonymous asked: You know that you spelt smile wrong right? Also, why aren't you happy.. isn't this what you wanted?
you know you can fuck off right